Moving On

11/09/2009

So, it has been a week.

New Baby stopped developing early in the week 13 (Last week was our 4 month check-up) - one of the quietest weeks we had. We will never know why. Because of the time lapsed, there was no information to be gained after the pregnancy ended last Wednesday.

What we do know: We did everything right. Living with the possibility of miscarriage for so long, we followed every precaution we could. Our quiet motto was to do nothing that we could regret later, nothing that we would look back upon and blame ourselves if the worst happened. We knew the job was dangerous when we took it, and we were careful. There is no extra rest L could have had, no extra step we could have taken, this was simply how it was going to be. That being said, I have never had a smaller comfort. Like Genny told us(while holding back tears),"We were always walking on eggshells here, we just hoped we could get through, somehow."